Y did i allow myself to get so super distracted during that week?
Sigh... Whatever it is, i've only got myself to blame for this.
I felt guilty for throwing tantrums when being questioned
Coz i know, i didnt put in my best at all.
But i just couldnt help but to defend myself using that sorta ways coz im already feeling so lousy.
=((

I know i needa work on my self discipline again very much.
Im losing even more motivations these days.
Just wanna give up on everything so much n nua like theres no tmr.
Which, is so impossible i know.
This internal battle n struggles are really really wearing me out.

Mother and friends are so dissapointed in me.
Im even more dissapointed in myself.
Why like that. Sigh.
=(

No more 'sweet' weekends this term.


im missing hub's so much m going nuts!!!
ok..maybe i shld start mugging on econs first.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

10 years..

N now, you feel so much like a stranger to me
I no longer know you

Do you feel what im feeling
I wonder

The pain battling deep within
Is crashing everything up

How should i describe this?
Disappointment?
Not exactly.

When the world is filled of nothing but ugly truth
You know clearly deep down
Theres no one else to trust but yourself.

I dont have any CNY mood
I think CNY is so super lame


My papers are goners
Prepared for the sub papers


Ive got so much to do
But im so super duper lazy


They are coming over tonight for drinking session
YEAYYYYYYYYYY!!!

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips

+ Knowing whats happiness

+ Debra
+ Liyi
+ Evelyn
+ Kriz
+ Jacinta
+ OngLing
+ Siu Ing
+ Wei Ye
+ Pamela
+ Debbie
+ Ummi
+ Ain
+ Yvonne

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